and it rains

dreaming 

Q  what is the most important thing?

A  time,   there isn't enough

Q  what is the difference between thinking and feeling?

A  i don't know

a recent dream

I made paintings and they were beautiful,
and I wrote a poem along the bottom of them
and bound them all into a book

then I started over
and dreamed some more

in the continuing dream
I photographed the beautiful large wide country field of my childhood
and each photo came quickly and easily

that dream field from my childhood was beautiful
In my dream, the seasons flew by
and I took photos

fresh green spring
dark green summer with daisy and buttercup dots
tan brown sparse autumn with red leaves
amazing vistas

and I bound them into a book

last week I was listening to CBC
and learned that the Quaker community
is comfortable with uncertainty
because they gather and sit in silence.


Q  what do you believe?
A  I don't know

They figure out what they believe by being silent.

I want to work from my heart trusting my self

my hands are the way to let my heart out

aili with lady bug

I think about Paterson Ewen and his work
He used power tools to carve large images inspired by the power and wonder of nature

judith evelyn grandmom with maia

and his images feel like something
as much as they look like something

more on the edge between what we know
and what is unknowable

and it rains