Showing posts with label safe. Show all posts
Showing posts with label safe. Show all posts

Sunday, March 15, 2020

like a star in my sky

 What a time we are living through.
At the end of February Ned and I went to Mexico.
I started a new little quilt because I wanted something to do in my swim suit lap.
I wanted to make something small that I could pick up and work on without thinking
but all quilts are acts of mindfulness.
I used red thread and circluar shapes and slowly found that path to my inner self.
It always works.
The weather was often windy or chilly while we were there.
Still beautiful though, to hear the waves.
My little quilt is made of light weight wool and the warmth it gave was perfect.
I couldn't stop working on it.
I continued to stitch in the plane and also in the car as we drove north towards home.

The world is in the middle of a pandemic crises.
My quilt continues to hold me safe.
Doing it helps me.
We're in self isolation now and still I continue and continue.
Continuing to stitch this little quilt.
A red star in my sky, a mothering star. 
 I sit by the window, and the birds watch me stitch.
Here I am.
This is the proof.

Thursday, November 10, 2016

safe


One of the reasons I make quilts is that they make me feel so good.
I love to make them and I love to be wrapped in them.
The weight of those layers of fabric and miles of thread, combined with months of embedded, repeated touching is a perfection of comfort.

Above is a pencil drawing I did in 2009.
In it, I'm wrapped in Something More Magical Than It Ever Was.  also see here
A similar drawing with When Asked She Replied is on my website - see here.,  the quilt here

If that is why I make quilts, why do I blog?
Is this blog another cover-up?
Do I pull it over me when I need to feel in touch?

I'm sad that Leonard died.
I'm sad that Donald won.
I have a lot of readers who come from pinterest to visit images of work from years ago.
I do not need to write new blog posts for them.
I need to write for me.
I need to feel in touch.

I'm going to try to be more honest here.  (not safe)