"Bravery is the power to keep on.
Having courage is not about not having fear,
but keeping on going in company with that fear"
Cheryl Strayed
I can't even imagine it, but it happened to me. It happened to my left leg. It broke in two.
"Once I felt at home working with cloth, I could concentrate on everything I had neglegted.
My body. My losses. My anger. My own goodness.
My yearning for tenderness. My yearning for social contact. "
Radka Donnell
"Legs have to do with personal needs and desires.
The left leg is connected to the authentic part of ourself
The left leg is related to how you feel and what you believe
A painful left leg shows that there is something askew with personal needs and desires"
Wendy Golden-Levitt
The break was a diagonal clean break . It was not crushed, rather the bones crossed over each other. The bone was healthy. No tumors, it was not porus. A spiral fracture.
"We have art in order not to perish from truth."
Friedrich Nietzsche
The hospital experience was all about my old crumpled heavy smelly body, and my journal helped me through it. My journal also helped me to find my self-spirit again.
It gave me a place to just lay it out in black and white who I am. Really truly.
Oona brought Grace and the boys to visit over the weekend and it was lovely. Everett beat me at checkers, Jack gave me the lipstick he had helped pick out. It was the same colour as the one I had lost in Chicago.
The nurse brought black coffee and marmalade toast to me at 6 am , a small kindness, so important.
"Poets: give up your own will and trust beyond measure."
Luce Irigaray
The femur is the biggest and strongest bone in the body.
"Beauty is an awareness in the mind
It is not an object
It is seen through an object"
Agnes Martin