looking for the edge

I'm isolating myself. I've allowed all memberships and magazine subscriptions to expire. Although I continue to purchase books and am really enjoying my studies with Opus, I haven't been to a 'meeting' in a year. I have not made the effort required to attend art exhibitions or concerts. I really feel as if I'm on the edge of a whole new way of working and all I need is the time and space to do just that.